Hopeless

Honestly, why do I even bother.

Anyways. We had Pajama Game practice ALLL DAAYY TODAYYY. 9:30 until 6. EIGHT AND A HALF HOURS AT SCHOOL ON A DAY WE DON'T EVEN HAVE SCHOOL. Do you realize, I stayed at the school longer than I would have if I had normal school.
I love practice, but honestly how am I supposed to get good grades and sleep at the same time? Who am I kidding, I don't sleep anyways because the teachers seem to enjoy handing out piles of homework.
Books. Have we talked about books? I like reading. It's okay. My favorite book is The Great Gatsby. I don't even like the 20's all that much but I simply adore that book.
Anyone reading this? If you are, what's your favorite book?
A bientot!
(I'm trying to come up with a parting phrase. Does that work, or should I try a different one?)

11:11 MAKE A WISH

oh nevermind it's 11:12 right now I really need to go to bed because when I'm tired I ramble on and on and end up with a million useless posts on my blog and my poor readers (do I even have any) have to drag themselves through them and then the words I say don't make any sense and then what am I even doing sorry not sorry.
oh look it's 11:13
I didn't even get to make a wish, now I'm mad.

Mini-post

Oh I just realized that my blog will be one year old in less than a month. Haha like I post much.
It's more like a sporadic scribbling whenever I feel like it. No promises, but I'll try to post once a week.
But really, don't hold me to that because (as I've said before) I'm allergic to commitment.

Of Boys and Music(als)

Last time I posted was like a year ago and a lot of stuff happened since then (not really exciting stuff but it's still stuff) so bear with me as I talk about it.

So, first things first: my school has a musical and I joined. Now, usually I'm a gutless coward but I sort of forced myself to try out. The director seems to enjoy picking out musicals that were popular in the 50's, so I don't blame you if you've never heard of it. We're putting on The Pajama Game. I'm just a factory worker, but I have a few lines and it's fun. 

Unfortunately with the amount of practices we've been having all of the songs are permanently stuck in my head. Ugh if I wanted 'Hernando's Hideaway' playing on loop in my head I would have asked. Anyways, opening night is next week so yeah gotta practice. 

Now onto the second part of my post: boys (scandalous!) 

Or, more appropriately, a boy. Yes, the mighty Tanya has finally fallen for one. Not to say I haven't before, but this one's different. Oh yes, I'm sure you heard that before, how original. 

Well he is. He's literally the weirdest person ever but I really like him. Not that he really likes me back, but a girl can dream.

You see, I'd like to think he likes me, but he's like weird and I can't explain it but asdfghjkl; 

There. That's it. There certainly is more but that's all I'm willing to spill on the internet for everyone to see.  

Peter Pan

I've become obsessed with Peter Pan of the late...basically the 2003 version and the Disney one. My first crush was on the Disney Peter Pan <3

He spoke the truth. I'm afraid I'm guilty of this, Peter. Once I get started I can't shut up. But of course, when I'm talking to my crush I can barely say two words. GIFT OF TALKING, WHY DO YOU LEAVE WHEN SOMEONE I ACTUALLY WANT TO TALK TO WALKS BY??
Am I talking to a gif?
Where has my life gone.

Crap on the Radio

Wow the radio is reeallly boring. This is their basic lineup:
Justin Bieber (Usually Boyfriend or Beauty and a Beat, and neither of them very good I'm afraid)
Scream & Shout (Auto-tuned crap)
Oh you haven't have enough Justin yet, so here's another Justin Bieber song...
Don't You Worry Child It WAS a good song, until they played it over and over and over and over and over and over and over again...
I Knew You Were Trouble and/or We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together WANEGBT was never a good song, but IKYWT was okay, until they played it to death
THIS GIRL IS ON FIIIIRRRREEEE This song was never okay. It's so...whiny and annoying.
One of fun.'s songs- both incredibly repetitive and overplayed.
So yeah, the radio station doesn't have much imagination.
OH! I almost forgot...of course, they HAVE to play some KE$HA or Katy Perry to spice things up...
-.-

The UK

As soon as I finish school, I'm leaving this hell-hole and going to the UK. I have enough money. Everything I like is there- architecture, musicians (Marina & the Diamonds anyone?), and FREAKING CASTLES. I know it probably sounds much better than it really is, but so much history happened there it's impossible to hate it.
People are so unfaithful. That's why I've given up on them long ago. I've also decided I'm allergic to change.
Well, g'day y'all!

Tumblr issues + other stuff

Hey y'all, I'm baackk! Not that I went anywhere, I was just too lazy to go on my blog. Plus Tumblr is being stupid and won't work (yeah I made a new one) so all I have to do it this.
Does anyone know why tumblr won't let me log in? It just says loading and then doesn't work. I haven't been on for like a month and I NEED TUMBLR...not really, but it's kind of annoying because I DO have (12) followers depending on ME for interesting stuff.
Yeah I'm a self absorbed bitch tell me something I don't know
On another note, I survived FINALS (with all A+'s of course).
But the friday before that something awful happened- to the whole school, really. It didn't affect me personally, but I can't seem to stop thinking about it. It's like consuming my entire being.

Is anyone out there? Anyone reading this? Seriously, if I make a single person smile from any of my posts then my goal is accomplished.
Bye c:

New Years!

Hello!
I spent last night watching LOTR, like the loser I am. Oh well, it's not like I actually like any of my friends. Sometimes I feel like I talk to them just because they're there, not because I actually like them. Hmm that's a problem.
I also cleaned out my room and emptied out a bookshelf so I can have more room for my books! My single bookcase was overflowing.