(Almost) One Year Later...

It's been almost a year since I last posted. I kinda forgot about my blog (not that anyone is really relying on me to post, but it would be nice to actually post). Oh no, it's not like I'm cheating on you with another blog but life just got in the way (haha what life). So, nothing really new. The Pajama Game is long over, and I miss it terribly. Okay, specifically I miss daily interaction with a certain boy mentioned a few posts ago. Yes, I still have a crush on that one, like the idiot I am. It's okay tho, I've accepted that he'll never like me and I'm attempting to move on.
Also, school's starting soon, hurrah. I finished my AP summer assignments on time, (actually I finished them the week I got them) so I'll be in AP Stats, AP Lit, AP Chem and AP Gov. I will have a crapload of work to do this year. It'll be okay, because I've had a full schedule every year. All A's too, except in that stupid art class. But, mentioning that will only result in anger and frustration so I won't.
So, for now,
A bientot!
(I really like that parting phrase so I think I'll use it. It adds a little flair)

Hopeless

Honestly, why do I even bother.

Anyways. We had Pajama Game practice ALLL DAAYY TODAYYY. 9:30 until 6. EIGHT AND A HALF HOURS AT SCHOOL ON A DAY WE DON'T EVEN HAVE SCHOOL. Do you realize, I stayed at the school longer than I would have if I had normal school.
I love practice, but honestly how am I supposed to get good grades and sleep at the same time? Who am I kidding, I don't sleep anyways because the teachers seem to enjoy handing out piles of homework.
Books. Have we talked about books? I like reading. It's okay. My favorite book is The Great Gatsby. I don't even like the 20's all that much but I simply adore that book.
Anyone reading this? If you are, what's your favorite book?
A bientot!
(I'm trying to come up with a parting phrase. Does that work, or should I try a different one?)

11:11 MAKE A WISH

oh nevermind it's 11:12 right now I really need to go to bed because when I'm tired I ramble on and on and end up with a million useless posts on my blog and my poor readers (do I even have any) have to drag themselves through them and then the words I say don't make any sense and then what am I even doing sorry not sorry.
oh look it's 11:13
I didn't even get to make a wish, now I'm mad.

Mini-post

Oh I just realized that my blog will be one year old in less than a month. Haha like I post much.
It's more like a sporadic scribbling whenever I feel like it. No promises, but I'll try to post once a week.
But really, don't hold me to that because (as I've said before) I'm allergic to commitment.

Of Boys and Music(als)

Last time I posted was like a year ago and a lot of stuff happened since then (not really exciting stuff but it's still stuff) so bear with me as I talk about it.

So, first things first: my school has a musical and I joined. Now, usually I'm a gutless coward but I sort of forced myself to try out. The director seems to enjoy picking out musicals that were popular in the 50's, so I don't blame you if you've never heard of it. We're putting on The Pajama Game. I'm just a factory worker, but I have a few lines and it's fun. 

Unfortunately with the amount of practices we've been having all of the songs are permanently stuck in my head. Ugh if I wanted 'Hernando's Hideaway' playing on loop in my head I would have asked. Anyways, opening night is next week so yeah gotta practice. 

Now onto the second part of my post: boys (scandalous!) 

Or, more appropriately, a boy. Yes, the mighty Tanya has finally fallen for one. Not to say I haven't before, but this one's different. Oh yes, I'm sure you heard that before, how original. 

Well he is. He's literally the weirdest person ever but I really like him. Not that he really likes me back, but a girl can dream.

You see, I'd like to think he likes me, but he's like weird and I can't explain it but asdfghjkl; 

There. That's it. There certainly is more but that's all I'm willing to spill on the internet for everyone to see.  

Peter Pan

I've become obsessed with Peter Pan of the late...basically the 2003 version and the Disney one. My first crush was on the Disney Peter Pan <3

He spoke the truth. I'm afraid I'm guilty of this, Peter. Once I get started I can't shut up. But of course, when I'm talking to my crush I can barely say two words. GIFT OF TALKING, WHY DO YOU LEAVE WHEN SOMEONE I ACTUALLY WANT TO TALK TO WALKS BY??
Am I talking to a gif?
Where has my life gone.

Crap on the Radio

Wow the radio is reeallly boring. This is their basic lineup:
Justin Bieber (Usually Boyfriend or Beauty and a Beat, and neither of them very good I'm afraid)
Scream & Shout (Auto-tuned crap)
Oh you haven't have enough Justin yet, so here's another Justin Bieber song...
Don't You Worry Child It WAS a good song, until they played it over and over and over and over and over and over and over again...
I Knew You Were Trouble and/or We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together WANEGBT was never a good song, but IKYWT was okay, until they played it to death
THIS GIRL IS ON FIIIIRRRREEEE This song was never okay. It's so...whiny and annoying.
One of fun.'s songs- both incredibly repetitive and overplayed.
So yeah, the radio station doesn't have much imagination.
OH! I almost forgot...of course, they HAVE to play some KE$HA or Katy Perry to spice things up...
-.-